For the past few years I've struggled with my weight and my appearance. 

I've never been at my goal and no matter how hard I've tried I never seem to be content with my body. This is sort of a hard topic for me to talk about but I've been wanting to write about it for a while. 

All through high school I put this idea in my head that I wasn't good enough because of my weight. Don't get me wrong I know I'm not big, but I'm not a small size either. I was surrounded by small wastes, bikinis, and size 0's and it eventually got to me. I didn't go to the beach with my friends and I missed a whole lot of fun because I wasn't happy with how I looked.

 When I graduated, I promised myself I was going to work hard and reach what I wanted.

Eventually I started to see a change and I actually felt really good. But I'm also a huge fan of food, specially Molten Lava Cakes. So I never really restricted my diet Either. To say that I've tried my hardest would be a lie. 

My weight is constantly fluctuating and it's always been extremely stressful. I've tried different plans, I joined crossfit, I had a personal trainer. And I somehow can't achieve what others seem to get in a few months.  

This is also why I got my tattoo, which you can read more about in my first ever post

But I've now decided that I'll be taking myself more serious and I'm going to do a 4 week challenge ! I don't have good endurance but I'll push myself harder and harder everyday. Slowly but surely I'll reach what I want. 

Can't wait to talk to update you guys in 4 weeks and remember to Go Live. 

Savie Acosta2 Comments